This is how I’ve felt for most of my adult life. Worthless.
I struggled so hard in my office jobs. I am inept at office work. I am incompetent as a secretary, receptionist and clerk.
So forever I have felt worthless just because I’ve been doing the wrong kind of work!
That has defined my entire adult life.
I wonder how many other people feel worthless just because they are in the wrong place, or with the wrong person, or in the wrong job.
Women of my generation had very few career choices unless they were prepared to fight hard. Most of us accepted our lot and trudged on.
So for 40 plus years I have felt needlessly worthless. It caused me to get nearly everything else wrong in my life too. Wrong partners. Wrong places to live. Wrong friends.
I am astonished by this revelation, that there was never anything wrong with me, I was just a square peg being squashed into a round hole.
Absolutely amazing.